The next day got up early in the morning & almost made it in time to the wedding hall. But the marriage was finished so early, I couldn’t believe it. I think every thing was winded up in an hour or so. And they were in such a hurry that we could not even speak with the celebrity couple. I just waved a hi & then went up to them to hand over the gift, shake a hand & wished them a happy married life, that’s it. It was the wedding of my college mates & I didn’t speak any thing. They had to get back to Hyderabad as the very next day they have planned their Reception. What ever, it was like every thing got over at a snap of a finger. The irony is we did not have food at the wedding. Even before we could ask them where the food was arranged both the newly wed & their parents rushed into car & fled away from the scene. So we ended up having a Chola Poorie at a near by restaurant. Then luckily I had the darshan of Lord Balaji as well. This was the best part of my trip.

The guy was in a hurry as he had to get back to US in two days. He got only a 10 day leave for his own wedding. Now I realize how correct I’m in not going abroad for studies. I don’t want my wedding to be finished in such a hurry. Wedding is one of the biggest events in our lives for which we need to take out ample time, enjoy that auspicious time fulfilling all the marriage vows. Watching all our friends & relatives coming & smiling at us. It would be such a pleasant & memorable moment to live with. So people should give importance & time for their wedding unless it is done at a registered office. This is what I have learnt from my trip. So until my next blog keep waiting……!

Once I get into a Time Machine, all I want to do is to get the contact numbers of all my school mates whom I’ve missed then. Take a photo with all my friends whom I’m going to miss in future. Recently I forgot to wish my friend on her B’day. May be that will be the first one I would do. May be I’ll do well in all the competitive exams or at least my own academics & the wish list goes on like hell. It’s just this wonderful thought which keeps me thinking like how we can make a difference to this world by using a Time machine.

I’m sure not only me, but many of us must have given a thought about this.

Many experiments were conducted & are still in progress to make this wonderful device a present reality. But as per information from my sources, there will be no Time machine even in future, because if it would be made in future, then some one from the future should have come back to visit us. But this didn’t really happen ever. I think this is right in a way but may be some day some one might come to visit us.

If we keep all our personal issues a side, what I think is may be we can help this world also with this invention. Many of the man made & Natural catastrophes can be averted with the help of this Time machine. May be we could stop the recent Mumbai blasts as well. Our education system can be improved as we can practically show children what’s in their History books. How the empires were built, what the people looked like & many more. Even it can help the modern science in finding the deepest secrets of how this world evolved. It is so exciting to feel all this.

But don’t know if this will ever come true.

One more question is, what would happen if our great grand parents were killed after going into past, would we survive any ways or we’ll not take birth at all & will stay in the past for ever. No body knows how to handle this question. If we want to travel in time what would be the speed required? Is it more than that of light? And even though if we achieve such a kind of speed how would we resist the friction at that high speed? All these are few of the many technical aspects which need to be considered. It is also said that if we travel at such a speed we would end up reaching into a parallel world which is a replica of our existing universe. There the history traits would be quiet different. This sounds a bit fearsome.

But what ever it is, we would certainly want this dream machine to come into existence some day making some of our many dreams come true with little adjustments.

Then I started the conversation (as often I do) like what’s your name & where are you from & stuff like that. And also gave my intro to her. I found her interesting & just thanked God that she has joined our office but her department was not yet confirmed. First day she came in a Top & jeans, as usual all the guys in my office started staring at her as if they haven’t seen a girl in their lives. I really didn’t like this. So on the way to home I suggested her to wear regular Punjabi Dresses. She agreed with a smile & her smile killed me again.

Then day by day our friend ship started to grow & I was expressing my interest towards her in the form old Hindi songs singing around her (Pyar humen kis mod pe le aaya….). Although she didn’t like them much but said why I was singing them? Am I mad or what? But I used to give a smile & she too smiled it away. She used to come in Punjabi’s & used to put Bindi as well. She was looking so gorgeous. We used to go to lunch together & I used to drop her till bus stop while going home. Everything was just so wonderful. Love was in air.

But in between a catastrophe occurred, when our office colleagues have started spinning some stories, seeing us together. This really bothered her much, why I don’t know till date. Then she started maintaining distance & no longer was I dropping her at the bus stops. No more lunch together. No more parties, Outings or movies. Every thing suddenly came to a dead end. It was so annoying. I felt like kicking all those idiots. Again my life became like an empty bottle as it was before her advent into my life.

But still then things slowly started settling down, we used to talk, rather fight with each other but I was making it sure that I was always with her. The feeling of being with her was it self a great feeling of achievement for me. By Gods grace I was shifted to her department, so we used to work together. Every thing was just fine & I was sure she was also enjoying my company although never expressed.

One day she gave me shocking news that she is leaving the company & then I asked her the reason. Man this was the even more shocking. She said she was getting married. It felt like I was stuck with a thunder bolt. All my dreams of having her in my life shattered like a pack of cards. Every thing was so fine & I didn’t even propose her. Damn! Then I thought what so ever she might think, I straight away proposed her so that I need not regret in my life that I could not express my love to MY LOVE. But she said it’s TOO LATE! So my love story which started with a first site of her in my office had to end this abruptly. I started singing all the sad song from all the movies (Tanhayee……) & was in a confused state like why this happened. It is said if you love some one truly, you are loved in return. But fate had some other plans for me.

As said she left me & it has been one year since then, I’m still cherishing all those sweet memories that I had with her. May be I’m waiting for some magic to happen in my life.
I miss her so much. Thank you God for bringing her into my life & making me know what love is. I wish her all the luck & happiness in this world.

Some times we miss some one so much that we feel like taking them from our dreams & hugging them straight away.

There are so many other things in our life which always indicate that some thing is already planned. Like we might get some dreams of what is going to happen with us in next few days or hours. Some might remember these dreams but most of us forget.

Believe me, when I was in my previous company, I was actually recruited for Haridwar division, but I was not at all ready for going in there. So deep with in me there was a strong desire that I should stay back in my home town only, by hook or crook. But things were getting ready & many of my friends were already posted there. But one night I had this strange dream that my company’s president is holding a meeting in which I’m also present. In that meeting he announced that I’ll not be going to Haridwar, instead going to stay back. And after few days this actually happened, there was a meeting held & in that my president announced that I need not go to Haridwar. First of all I was happy to hear that but after wards I thought how come my dream has turned into an absolute reality.

So was I destined to stay back or my thoughts inside me have driven some thing which has made me stay back?

Like this I guess people have many instances in which they have got a chance to peep into their future. So, the question remains, should one plan their life? Because already some thing has been in store for everyone. It’s pretty much confusing.

It would be so good if we all had a chance of knowing what is coming our way, but we all would miss the thrill of the surprise the future is going to bring.

May be all these small dreams & thoughts which are generated in our subconscious mind help us to plan our future.

What ever happening with us every day, has it been already written some where or happening just by chance? There are so many unanswered questions in our lives, so just wanted to give a thought on it.

So, next time you see any dream, don’t take it lightly, it might change your future.